Amazing daY to BuZZ

This daY have been Crazy!!! I studied and actually got the job done, I ot my VISA TO CHINA, I met 3 oldfriends from highschool when I was planing to only meet one and I came home to see a pacage waiting for me! Wow like less stressful and OMG China is really happening!!!  It really felt good to see you, it has been a while like 2 years!!! And WOW we've all changed but somehow we're still the same. I don't know how to explain it but God how life just rolls...

I came back home freezing because I was wearing my spring jacket when the cold wind was going crazy, the sun totally tricked me this morning. I came back to see a package with Niveas new pure and sensetive deodrant waiting for me and it's perfume free, it also says that it'll last 48 hours hmm well lets try and see!

Back to Uni!

I miss my uni and my soulmates like hell, but I still feel weird about leaving the kids! It was my last day at my internship and on monday I'll be back to "normal". I've been asked alot about my choice of becoming a teacher lately. If it felt right, if it's what I want to do, it has been really hard postponing (giving up) my dream of becoming a graphic desighner, but when a kid looks at me a tells me wow you really are a good teacher being sencere, or when another kid says that I'm warm and keeps on holding my freezing cold hands or when I help a kid realizing wow I can learn anything, or when I make a student feel secure and comfortable or when I make a kid's birthday a happier one by drawing something not worth speaking of and yet get a response I could never pay for! I get it and I know that I'm at the right place.

Too many I's there, but me being a able to make a difference in a persons developement that's just undescribable, it's even better than creating those designs a love as if they were my kids. I don't regret it, I haven't regretted it for a second and me being a designer (even if I'm a bad one) doesn't have to be proven on paper but me being able to give the kids the proper care they deserve and need has to be read and sealed!

People always leave...

I stopped hearing my heartbeat for a moment there, I guess I need to work harder to not care...

HappY BirthdaY!!!!

A day when celebration is a must!

I woke up this morning thinking about how lucky I am, like seriously I have friends that truly knows how to carry the role right. Jassmin Shrimp of pinguin land Halawi my soulmate is one of the people who I think of while thanking God for his generousity.

I want to say that this is your day but I don't think you're half as happy as us around you who are blessed with your presence in our lives. You are no ordinary girl missy you are Jass who grew up to become an amazingly great person. I wish you great health, wealth and Happiness, Love you chinguyaaa komawoo tshintsha Thank you for being born and surviving until now and I'll be looking forward to many birthdays to come...

  GRATTTIIIS VACKRA DUUUU!!!!

breath...

I've started, I'm walking taking one step at a time and I have stones or whatever, in the way. It's mostly familiar bumps I get in contact with and yet I'm surprised and stupid enough to stumble and sometimes fall.

But it's okay! It's actually good this way because I need to keep on bumping until I start seeing them to walk over or beside. To actually let go comletely... "To let the lady of my shoulders". Hopefully some day I'll really learn how to do that :)

I jusT Love...

FridaYs <3

Another week is over and it's kinda sad since I really enjoy what I do, but God do I love fridays!!! I can sleep to my hearts content wohooo!!! Bestiiiis don't worry I'm fine, I'm always fine!

I SHould!

Really tired, too exhausted...

I should sleep and I could if I just let my computer go. I finished of early today and kept myself busy with minaya and Jass to take care of related matters for the trip to South KOrea and China. it didn't help though not today I don't feel that I'm here and I keep having this feeling that's killing me. My body is really tired and I'm starting to wonder if my heartbeats are being heard.

I wish I could shake this off, I wish I could stop feeling like this, I should've kept my distance I should've listened to my head. If I could only throw the second button so that noone would have it, I'm sick of feeling that I gave it away when I really needed it and that the receiver just threw it away because it took too much place in his pocket.

tomorrow is going to be a loong day so I'll force myself to sleep good night ^^

Hakuuna matata!

Walking to my internship which is 45 minutes away from home is not pleasant at 5 am specially if you've read about a girl taking her dog, her big bulldog out on a walk being raped 10 minutes away from the school I'm having my internship at. And it happened during these hours :S!! Yes I can also get scared so don't be too chocked specially when I have to walk past a railway that only has forests as its company and me :). But that was yesterday and I survived Lhamdella!!
I've been waking up pretty early every day but today I was lucky to be able to sleep until 7am and yet woke up at 6 am -.- so I had some free time and decided to take some pictures of how happy Iam about going to work :D... ( I was really bored )

Me feeling that todays lesson will end up in a disaster...
    


















Me realising that my students are really gifted and my second independant lesson went well :D

Todays Highlight!

When one of my students realized that she actually knew how to draw and paint after a long battle with her selfconfidence!¨

Something else I really want to share is something my friend Mona shared with me it made me laugh I hope it gives you laughter to, here it comes... Old people always poke me at weddings saying you're next, so I'm gonna start doing the same at funerals!

weeek enddd

Soso, Soso, SOSO, SOSOOOOOO (prounounced Sousou) that's what I've mostly been hearing...

The kids at my internship over-use my name but I'd be lying if I said that I dissliked it. It feels amazing knowing that you can teach or make a difference in their developement, especially when you help them feel better about themselves. I finished my first week at my internship only two more weeks to go. 

I would've enjoyed this weekend more if I didn't have a pile of assignments, but but this is how things looks like and to be honest maybe it's for the best atleast I'll be able to focus on something useful instead of going all emo feeling sorry for myself :P I really miss designing though I wish I could make some time for that :) I guess I'll have to work harder to make some time ;) 

Kodak Moments :D