You are my polaris!

I wrote about the star polaris a week ago, and today a found my polaris. It has always been there but it took me a while realising it, as stupid as I am. I have something that's always there even when the weather is bad and my sight confused its still there. It guides me right back on track when I'm lost. God sent the ignorant me someone to make me safe, someone that's always there.

My ancestors, The prophet and his household has always been there to comfort and guide me in all my choises. I might be bad at expressing this and I might not be able to make you understand what I feel, But what I feel can be summerized in three strong words Faith, hope and Love! Thank you for always beeing there, I wish, I really wish I could be there for you... Allah Yel3an man zalama Ahlul-bayt! I have yet so much to learn from you and inshallah I'll be a good muslim and granddaughter. Forgive me for being dragged by this worlds desires away from you and accept me with my flaws to greif with you for the blood spilling of innocent children and woman, for the cruel blood spilling of those pure brave who fought for what they believed in.

Refusing to take the wrong path and lead many more with them. Thank you for protecting our legacy, knowing the how it was going to end. Thank you for opening my eyes, Thank you for teaching me to never accept something wrong and to always fight for my rights and thank you especially saida Zainab, for teaching me patience and giving me strength. You had to survive seeing your family beeing brutally murdered and yet you stood firm and made your voice heard standing before. I'm sorry I couldn't be there when you stood infront of your brothers bodyless head seeing that head beeing wipped by his killer. You are not only in my heart, you will be reflected in my actions inshallah!!!