Panic!!!

Aaaaah can't sleep anymore, I just woke up from the sound of our tv and now I don't know what to do to sleep an I have to wake up early!!! I can't stop thinking about Lebanon, Uni and the people I miss there my friends :S. I can't stop thinking about all the streets wanting to go and just walk around them.

I miss Lebanon too much I miss Toosi (grandpa) tooo tooo tooo much... Not to mention that table and chair I used to sit on, next to foron at uni. I loved sitting there, even if alone... I miss my life there. I tried stopping myself from thinking about whatever I left, whatever I gave up, but at the end it comes up to the surface and I realized that It was okay for me to think about it atleast the goodtimes too not eat myself with hatred or regret. What happened happend and I stand here today because I took decisions and roads that led me here.

I'm not going to look back, I'm just going to remember, atleast for now because I'm busy following a new road but that road will lead me not back to my good memories but it'll lead me to the good memories I want to recreate...