So now I have to pay for it... Either I give it up or I wait another semester and loose a year but at the end I have to decide wether it's worth waiting for, or if I'd rather continue studying to become a teacher. I can't continue doing that and expect for everything to fall into place because even if it does, it wont be the same.
You know what's worse, me forgetting that I'm the one ignoring and not waiting and still I complain and say that my uni didn't give proper information.
I should have treated Media better, I should've known that at some point I'd loose the opportunity if I kept taking things for granted if I kept treating it as something not worth putting any effort to.
"Treat people the way they deserve to be treated, not the way you can treat them"
Well to be Honest I have never read any kind of blogs before except one blog of an English couple who did a Europe to Nepal by car tour. Its my first time i have read so much in a blog. Almost all of ur blogs of 2011-10. Mostly because after reading "Ouri mam Nomu appa..."
SvaraRaderaBut for me person like u are the one who actually alive. Ya I found contradiction among ur statements which for me is a good thing. There is contradiction in everything except stones. You are not a stone, stones are dead. Believe me u will fancy other people in fact envy, but when u try to frame yourself like them, you start to get a Hollow picture. Some people can/may be better then you, but you as yourself is special.
I know u would have read this kind of rubbish alot. like u have stated I have to live my own life, stop following other people. Which means what I wrote before is meaningless for you. Ya it is. You have to live ur own legacy.
its would be useless to say but still One more thing I have seen ur blogs, taking up the blame for everything like in the this post. It maybe a good thing accepting ur fault, but lets say too much of anything is bad. So ya too much of blaming urself is also bad. u starts to loss ur slef-confidence, and starts to think ur existance is a mistake lol. happend to me too and alot.
But ya all I can say "ya life is way too much complicated for some people".
Good luck for future. I would have dropped the habit of Korean Drams if I were u and even removed the word Darma Queen.:)
Ignore the typos if any, even if u want u can ignore the whole comment.
anyway it was nice reading this blog
TC and CU(maybe)
Thanks and what you wrote wasn't useless at all none of it is, on the contrary I needed to hear that from someone else but myself.
SvaraRaderaHaha and I'm actually considering taking away Drama Queen for the first time since I chose it, hehe the Korean drama issue is way too deep into my system :P Thank you and I wish you the best :)