I left Sweden to follow my dream to instead follow everything but that. I had the best time of my life and yet I lost so much. What's done is done and I'm living on trying to only carry on the good things along the way. Yes I'm back, I'm breathing and my heart is still beating so hopefully soon I will start living.
I can't wish that I never went there because I met amazing people and experienced so many things that taught me alot. But I wish I never met that someone and that I never opened up, I wish I walked my way so I wouldn't walk away fom important people to me. I wish I kept a distance, to not let anyone in, not even the people that I today love and hold onto. Atleast I wouldn't miss them so much. I might be more open today, more crazy than ever, my smiles might be wide and my laughter high but you know what I'm miserable... I really am, every day is another day that I just want to end!
My korean dramas have been a great escape as usual but you know what? The people in my life today makes a huge difference!
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