fredagen den 31:e december 2010

2011!!!!!!!!

Here's my last years New Years vow's: 






















*I have been giving too little to anything I do
- I realised that one shouldn't give one thing too much cause you need to have energi for other things in ur life!
*I actually apriciate my family more
-easier when I'm far away from them my friends? Well most of them and yet given up on my closest, not even bothering to do something about it because they themselves don't bother and you can't clap your hand's with one hand!
* Wow have I been jugemental :S but I've become better at it latley!
- I learned how to be jugemental for I while and remebered that it wasn't me thinking or talking that I somehow started to speak with someone elses tung.
* I've said Sorry maybe too many times :P
-Realised the importance of saying sorry and that it could make a difference(still hate it when people apologize to me for the wrong reasons and it  pisses me off!)
* I have been finnishing what I start but it somehow always feels as if it's not complete!

This is what I promise myself to do this year:
*Give everything I do enough of energy and time for a good result
* Be able to apreciate my friends more and yet not giving them too much.
* Try to not judge people
* not run away from happiness

Happy New Year everyone, make things happen this year don't just sitt there do something about it!!!!!!

onsdagen den 29:e december 2010

Can you...

Guaranty anything?

It's unbelievable how things turn out to be. How some of us plan for things to happen and actually sticking by that plan and other not being able to follow their own map. I can't decide which category I belong to, I stuck to my plan I did everything I planned on doing even though I so often wanted to give up, yet somehow I let myself to just go with the flow!

Following my plans took me to places I never thought I'd visit, to places I thought I wasn't ready to see. Well I'm still confused I'm asking my brain for permission before following my heart but I'm following my heart even though warning signals are being sent from my brain.

I'm happy here on so many levels and Iam really following my dream, but everything has it's costs. Princess and Umzahra are finally in Lebanon after almost 6 month of me being in Lebanon. My Cuzzy Ali also came to make my winter hollidays sparkling even more. Lhamdella!!!! Not that Bestis Sang isn't enough :P

I'm really blessed lhamdella but life giving you so much makes it even scarier, because whatever you gain can be lost without a warning. I've been  given too much... What if it's all taken away?