and may them rest i peace!
I woke up today hearing the news talk about an airplane getting hit by the thunder and falling in to the sea in Lebanon. I was too chocked to feel anything and only thought of my cousin Sara who was going to get on an airplane from Lebanon.
Lhamdella she arrived safely. I haven't seen her in 4 years and when I saw her for years ago I got to see her for like 3 days when I hadn't seen her in ten years. I'm happy she decided to "stop by" before returning to Australia. It feels really nice havig her around she's so easy to get attached to.
The chock started to faint and reality hit me, an airplane fell into the sea with people and 54 of them were lebanese, and three of them were actually related to me, may them rest i peace!
måndagen den 25:e januari 2010
Good day
Good news!
This day have been great from freezing to death taking a walk with giddo to spending a warm evening at Umzahra's and getting great news, minutes before midnight.
I was thinking about Rania today, missing her like crazy wanting to talk to her. I can't believe I haven't spoken to her in month!!! It's been so hard for me to call Lebanon during these last couple of month. Afraid of missing the people I love the most more, by talking to them.
My dad gave me a signal with his hand asking me too wait for him too end his phone call, as soon as I entered the main door. "I talked to Hussein and Rania has an email and internet at home.
Like Omg his is really wow lhamdellah... I'm speechless of how happy I am. If you're thinking "That makes you happy??" Then I'll have to answer NO! I become happiness by that!!
By the way Princess, Umzahraa we should always enjoy each others company like this. Like taking a break from computers was totally a good Idea, our gathering was so much fun and interesting! Nshallah Hala will be with us next time :D
This day have been great from freezing to death taking a walk with giddo to spending a warm evening at Umzahra's and getting great news, minutes before midnight.
I was thinking about Rania today, missing her like crazy wanting to talk to her. I can't believe I haven't spoken to her in month!!! It's been so hard for me to call Lebanon during these last couple of month. Afraid of missing the people I love the most more, by talking to them.
My dad gave me a signal with his hand asking me too wait for him too end his phone call, as soon as I entered the main door. "I talked to Hussein and Rania has an email and internet at home.
Like Omg his is really wow lhamdellah... I'm speechless of how happy I am. If you're thinking "That makes you happy??" Then I'll have to answer NO! I become happiness by that!!
By the way Princess, Umzahraa we should always enjoy each others company like this. Like taking a break from computers was totally a good Idea, our gathering was so much fun and interesting! Nshallah Hala will be with us next time :D
fredagen den 22:e januari 2010
Better Late
Than Never!
No strength, no motivation and no reason to do anything, craving for Ice-cream, being too lazy to get it and too stubborn to ask for it.
Lhamdellah I survived and got myself up again almost two weeks later, I can't say that I won the battle against my mind, that I stopped relooking into past situations still not being able to get over them. what I can say though is that I for the first time today in two weeks got up, and went to school on time.
Yukh... I'm depressing myself by writing this! It has still been great lots of shopping and movie nights with my favorites and my precious F3's so I should shut up, slap myself and stop complaining!!
No strength, no motivation and no reason to do anything, craving for Ice-cream, being too lazy to get it and too stubborn to ask for it.
Lhamdellah I survived and got myself up again almost two weeks later, I can't say that I won the battle against my mind, that I stopped relooking into past situations still not being able to get over them. what I can say though is that I for the first time today in two weeks got up, and went to school on time.
Yukh... I'm depressing myself by writing this! It has still been great lots of shopping and movie nights with my favorites and my precious F3's so I should shut up, slap myself and stop complaining!!
måndagen den 18:e januari 2010
SweeT 16
Happy Birthday!!!
She refused to have a party thinking of ahlul-bait even though she always dreamt of this day. It's unbelievable that Mirjan already turned 16, she will always be my baby sister though nomatter how old she gets.
Happy birthday, Grattiiiis, bon anniversaire, alles Gute zum Geburtstag, buon compleanno, kutlu olsun, senye tshokka sis! Make the most of this year!!!!
She refused to have a party thinking of ahlul-bait even though she always dreamt of this day. It's unbelievable that Mirjan already turned 16, she will always be my baby sister though nomatter how old she gets.
Happy birthday, Grattiiiis, bon anniversaire, alles Gute zum Geburtstag, buon compleanno, kutlu olsun, senye tshokka sis! Make the most of this year!!!!
söndagen den 17:e januari 2010
A girLs night in
Great movie great company
and totally great food...
I finally got to watch New moon, Jakob blew my mind away and Edward took my breath away. This movie was totally one level higher than the first one can't wait for eclipse. Um Zahraa who has two crazy kids managed to cook a gorgeous chicken that tasted like heaven.
Um Zahraa, Princess and I filled our stomaches with first class food and yummy deserts too enjoy the movie, with pistic who crashed our "party". He refused too sleep making his mom (Um Zahraa) go nuts, He finally fell asleep during the movie. Cutest baby ever!!!
The only thing missing was bestiiis, but we'll watch Eclipse together nshalla...
and totally great food...
I finally got to watch New moon, Jakob blew my mind away and Edward took my breath away. This movie was totally one level higher than the first one can't wait for eclipse. Um Zahraa who has two crazy kids managed to cook a gorgeous chicken that tasted like heaven.
Um Zahraa, Princess and I filled our stomaches with first class food and yummy deserts too enjoy the movie, with pistic who crashed our "party". He refused too sleep making his mom (Um Zahraa) go nuts, He finally fell asleep during the movie. Cutest baby ever!!!
The only thing missing was bestiiis, but we'll watch Eclipse together nshalla...
fredagen den 15:e januari 2010
Thanks...
For being on my side
Yesterday was hard and depressing until you came and saved the day. Princess thanks for opening the gate, bestiiis thanks for showing me the brighter side, Um Zahraa thanks for keeping me on that side.
You guys really are my surviving kit... Sarange!!!
Yesterday was hard and depressing until you came and saved the day. Princess thanks for opening the gate, bestiiis thanks for showing me the brighter side, Um Zahraa thanks for keeping me on that side.
You guys really are my surviving kit... Sarange!!!
torsdagen den 14:e januari 2010
About you?
Being selfish is good... sometimes
Ever felt like everything was perfect, that everything finally fell at place, that everything you wished for came true too suddenly realize that it never was about you?
Yes life is perfect, but not for me. Yes everything fell at place but not in my case. Yes all my wishes came true but none of them were about me. Some people seize to forget themselves to put everyone they love, wether they deserve it or not in the first place even before themselves.
Make your own life perfect, finish your own piece of puzzel and don't give up your wishes to just anyone especially when you yourself need it desperately. You might think your helping but your just doing their home work forgetting about yours...
Ever felt like everything was perfect, that everything finally fell at place, that everything you wished for came true too suddenly realize that it never was about you?
Yes life is perfect, but not for me. Yes everything fell at place but not in my case. Yes all my wishes came true but none of them were about me. Some people seize to forget themselves to put everyone they love, wether they deserve it or not in the first place even before themselves.
Make your own life perfect, finish your own piece of puzzel and don't give up your wishes to just anyone especially when you yourself need it desperately. You might think your helping but your just doing their home work forgetting about yours...
söndagen den 10:e januari 2010
Carpe Diem!
We held on to a few and got more.... Today is a special day Combeeee!!!
fredagen den 8:e januari 2010
Moving out
Becoming a reality
A frying pan, tee glasses, knifes, new bedcovers, huge Ice-cream spoons and red lamps. I thought that I would digest the fact that I'm moving soon if I bought things to my future place, I wanted somehow to feel that it was really going to happen, that I this time was going for what I want, not settling for less.
But buying things and planning things didn't really hit me hard, it didn't really give that feeling I was trying to force out. I always thought that the only way moving out from my parents place would be by getting married considering my parents traditions. I thought too little of my parents, because they are the ones supporting me in all my decisions without forcing their own opinions. (excluding my dads strong request of me studying in Edgypt along with him :P)
"This is really happening, I'm really going to do this I'm ready, I'm going to create my own home soon. I can really do it" This thought hit me while looking into details of my moving out making a list of preparations in my head, feeling both stressed and excited. The best part is that I'm going to live it all with one of my bestfriends and My bestiiis :D
A frying pan, tee glasses, knifes, new bedcovers, huge Ice-cream spoons and red lamps. I thought that I would digest the fact that I'm moving soon if I bought things to my future place, I wanted somehow to feel that it was really going to happen, that I this time was going for what I want, not settling for less.
But buying things and planning things didn't really hit me hard, it didn't really give that feeling I was trying to force out. I always thought that the only way moving out from my parents place would be by getting married considering my parents traditions. I thought too little of my parents, because they are the ones supporting me in all my decisions without forcing their own opinions. (excluding my dads strong request of me studying in Edgypt along with him :P)
"This is really happening, I'm really going to do this I'm ready, I'm going to create my own home soon. I can really do it" This thought hit me while looking into details of my moving out making a list of preparations in my head, feeling both stressed and excited. The best part is that I'm going to live it all with one of my bestfriends and My bestiiis :D
tisdagen den 5:e januari 2010
ShoppING!
Winter SaLes!!
I wrote a poem about a couples bracelet a while ago, and today I actually bought it. I'm going to put it in a safe place until my mr right apears too give him the key to my heart.
Today has been a blast, spending most of the day shopping with princess and my sisters M&M. We all went crazy over the sales, 50 and 70% off every girls dream :P I even saw Alex and Karin there, that felt really good, it made me realize how much I missed them, my precious classmates.
It's already 5th of january almost time for school again, can't blieve how fast time is flying. I'm just trying to spend it right, to make the most of every moment with my family and friends before moving.
I wrote a poem about a couples bracelet a while ago, and today I actually bought it. I'm going to put it in a safe place until my mr right apears too give him the key to my heart.
Today has been a blast, spending most of the day shopping with princess and my sisters M&M. We all went crazy over the sales, 50 and 70% off every girls dream :P I even saw Alex and Karin there, that felt really good, it made me realize how much I missed them, my precious classmates.
It's already 5th of january almost time for school again, can't blieve how fast time is flying. I'm just trying to spend it right, to make the most of every moment with my family and friends before moving.
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