Can you...

Guaranty anything?

It's unbelievable how things turn out to be. How some of us plan for things to happen and actually sticking by that plan and other not being able to follow their own map. I can't decide which category I belong to, I stuck to my plan I did everything I planned on doing even though I so often wanted to give up, yet somehow I let myself to just go with the flow!

Following my plans took me to places I never thought I'd visit, to places I thought I wasn't ready to see. Well I'm still confused I'm asking my brain for permission before following my heart but I'm following my heart even though warning signals are being sent from my brain.

I'm happy here on so many levels and Iam really following my dream, but everything has it's costs. Princess and Umzahra are finally in Lebanon after almost 6 month of me being in Lebanon. My Cuzzy Ali also came to make my winter hollidays sparkling even more. Lhamdella!!!! Not that Bestis Sang isn't enough :P

I'm really blessed lhamdella but life giving you so much makes it even scarier, because whatever you gain can be lost without a warning. I've been  given too much... What if it's all taken away?