Missed me?

Well I'm missing you!

You have no Idea, how many times my heart cried wanting to go back home, I really miss Sweden! My only two reasons for surviving is the thought of failing and my two very special friends Giddo and Hala Sang.

I still haven't figured out all problems and might have to make a decision that will change my whole plan for the future in order to make things easier and GOD do I want easier. Everything Everything have been so hard which I expected, but still hoped to be wrong.

I'm moving into my apartment tomorrow, I really feel like I'm living my own drama. Teta who has a Lebanese background yet born and raised in Sweden took the step to actually live in Lebanon. Teta found herself living her dream exactly the way she wanted to, but still felt that something was missing until one sentence filled the spot and made her realise that it was never missing. It was always there Teta was only to blind too see it and too cold to feel it.

That spot is filled, but another one is growing, I won't let it grow to be filled with less than  a ring filling my finger from the person I love!... Not anytime soon though I don't feel ready for a relationship yet, but then again maybe it's because I haven't found that Mr Unique yet :P