As one learns how to dream one should learn how to let them go when the time is right...
Wanting many things, having many dreams is something humanbeings have incommon. Some accept reality and let go of unrealistic hopes and some fight for those dreams; but what happens when one no longer knows which one they should follow?
I have been so confused lately not knowing what I really want following a dream I had 4 years ago trying to live it and yet not believing in it. I realized that I somehow started gathering alot of my dreams and hopes to pick one, really scared of choosing the wrong one. Afraid of forcing myself into living a dream that was dead but the truth was so different.
Trying so hard to find my real dream not wanting to settle, only confused me until I once again was reminded why I wanted to take that path in the first place and the answer was really simple. I loved it, no I love it and I'm not settling for anything less and my other dreams will also be lived inshallah if they still exist when their time comes.
I still love writing and will continue doing that, but colors and forms is who I am, so graphic design here I come. I went to register today but had some complications so I have to wait a while before I apply but atleast I know what I want. The neighborhood next to the university is very nice a place where i can see myself living so hopefully I'll find my dream apartment there soon, wish me luck :D
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