My New Year's vows

I wish you all a happy New Year!!

A snowy daY

One evening before Christmas Eve, Not That I celebrate it buT whateva!

I was looking up at the sky feeling as if I suddenly went to heaven seeing snow fall down o me. Realizing that someone was watching me from the laundrycabin, starring at me, probably wonderig what the hell I was doing, almost made me feel embarrased. 

Yeah I ignored that person who interrupted my thoughts to continue admiring the snow, observing carefully how it fell down whirling so elegant to hit the floor.

The F3's, Hwangbo(Giddo), Jhandi bhat and I  along with Mariam took advantage of the snow. It was so much fun, and Princess like WOW you really are something, so happy that you passed that sick exam, can't say that it was unexpeced though ;) Sooo Proud! Keep on da good work!

Ashoura

Ashoura...

Luke from gilmore girls expressed himself having a darkday every year . Talking about the day he lost his father to death. I guess we all have, or will get a dark day, loosing someone we care for to death sooner or later.

Today is one step closer to the darkest day this year for me and mostly all the shia muslims around the world. Ashoura, when our beloved ahlulbait started the long and hard battle to keep the true meaning of Islam alive.

What I wrote doesn't say alot about the importance of these days and I'm afraid that I wont be so great at explaining it.

Oh No!!!

My beloved we shall meet again...

Such a pity letting go of something you really want something your soul really need. To not get closure looking back at what you could've had. I should've just bought them, why didn't I?  Well because I felt bad buying them for myself knowing that I was ment to buy them for someone else.

I can't help not finding them in her size right? They were there starring at me asking to give them a new home, a place where they would be appreciated. I even heared them calling my name...My gorgeous shoes... kidaricke I'll be coming for you first thing tomorrow.

The end of the day was great, I went crazy with my two sisters M&M, It feels so refreshing. I wish the rest of the world could have shoes as their biggest problem and comforted buy letting their crazy nature take over... I'm truly blessed (lhamdella)

Christmas spiriT

Falalala lalallalaa.....

Alex and I decided to stay at school for lunch to eat (risgrynsgröt) porrigde served once a year before the winter holidays. The two of us who usually never stay one second more than needed at school had to eat it one last time before graduating.

It tasted great like always, it tasted like... christmas. We decide to spare school another 15 minutes to watch the christmas calender that students had made. It was so funny I wish Therese and Elin didn't miss it.

The rest of the day was all about the F3:s, we went shopping and hung out at Expresso House before ending it with a movie night, getting a dose of shahid kapoor. (Still catching my breath). Hwag bo, Jandi and I were about to faint everytime we saw his perfect face!

Yukh... So tired suddenly, going to sleep nighty night :D

TiRed...

And Phoneless...
I woke up too late... Depending on my alarm clock for the first time since forevaa. Well I have no choice now loosing my cellphone and all.

I was kind of upset about loosing my phone again for the... Well don't really remember but believe me I'm not talking about a one time situation. I decided to be phoneless at least until this coming summer, but guess what another baby caught my eye... Talk about getting over my one true love so fast :P

Well I'm still punishing myself so no phone for the time being... but maybe a camera :D I mean I need something to take me out from my lonelyness... I'll be telling you for how long my cellphoneless phase lasts :D

3id al Ghadier...

This day is thee day...

Alot of years ago, during prophet Mohammeds (A.S) days, a pilgrim trip with him leading it was made along with thousands of muslims. The prophet (A.S) took advantage of the moment at the end of their trip to call out his heir, the next leader. He took imam Ali's hand and held it up saying:

- Man kounto Wali, Fahaza 3aliy mawla!
(Ali is the master of one who acknowledges me to be his master) (It was a part of a long speach)

Yes, that day was when he gave Islam another great person to guide us. Many people may wonder why we still remeber this historical day, why it still matter to us. Imam Ali was o ordinary guy, he was patience, he was fairness, he was love, he was knowledge... He was the one who completed Saidat Nisaa al 3alamin... The Rose of all times, my friend, my sister, my mother, my comfort in life, Al-Zahraa.

He still effect us, until this day giving hope through his teachings. Giving us real answers when needed and supporting us. It may sound weird to those who don't believe in God or for those with other beliefs, but for me Imam Ali means the world and no one and nothing can change that!

For leaving you behind

Biane...

Tshalmotessoyo for letting things pass, Tshalmotessoyo for giving up your chance, Tshalmotessoyo for not being there for you when needed seeing you as nothing, ignoring your existens.

Tshalmotessoyo for seeing you so clear and yet not care, Tshalmotessoyo for giving you up, when your hero I'm suppose to be, Tshalmotessoyo and Biane for not letting you believe in me.

A dark day

When you least expect it

I was at the secondfloor waiting for class to start, along with Alex, Elin, Therese, Jenny and Viktor. When all the electricity suddenly went off, being in the middle of the hallway didn't make us feel great realizing that the emergency doors from the left and right side closed to hold us as hostages.

The shock made the students, quiet for a couple of seconds before waking up from it. Most of them had the same reaction, wondering what happened, making noises in the dark mostly for fun or fear. The reaction that caoght my ear though was a guys reaction over his lost school work that he hadn't had time to save, repeating "but my work" so many times that my head lost count.

I couldn't help myself but too let my emagination run wild, thinking that someone had caused this scene as an act of vengeance. Someone that I or anyone else would never suspect, like a really nice female teacher or the principal. That this sad person was coming after all of us and then we got the news about the whole city sharing the same problem, my theories went to Hawaii... to send me new ones I'll just think of it as a top secret mission considering a matter of national security... you know just to make it interesting ;)

Yeah right and I lost my phone... again

Faith hope and Love

6 chapters finished almost 4 to go...

I surelly wanted this book to be special, to really write something good. Judging is not what I'm best at, but i don't think it will be epic...as  giddo would describe it. Yukh...

I really wanted it to be special, still happy though cause it's almost finished.Muahaha all of my friends, studying to become English teachers, prepare yourselves I shall make you work!

You're Beautiful...

SpeaKing of dramaS
My favorite scene...

It has almost been a week since the last episode of You're beautiful aired. So I thought about sharing my all time favorite scene between Go Mi Nam and Hwan Tae Kyung on Tae Kyung's birthday. Go Mi Nam wanted to do somethig special for him, knowing about him having the worst birthday ever because of his mother. She fails until the last five minutes of his day when she gives him the greatest gifts of all... warmth and Appreciation.

Go Mi Nam hugs Hwan Tae Kyung and says:

-Today is a really special day, because you were born on this day. Thank you for being born..

and then she pats him on his back until the 5 miutes are over...

Check the whole scene out:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tDaHgTM_5rY

A way out?

This is my escape...

Sad, heartbroken, miserable, sick, bored, stressed out? Yukh... just what life is all about. The right way to handle these situations would be to face them of course. Like any other person I try to do so, but what if I'm not ready? What if the thing that I really need is an easy way out? Atleast until I'm ready.


The screen has been my escape as long as I can remember,  When I watch something I fully focus on it to feel every thing from misery to hapiness. It feels good even if the thing I'm watching is melo, because you get a beginning a story and an  end. You get closure, something we can't have because we'll experience knew things as long as we live and we'll never reach a point in life where trouble wont be a part of it. Time won't stop at our best moments or even bad ones.

The good part is that I don't mix my real life with my dramas, I get back to reality as soon as a drama ends. I make sure to live life and not spend it all behind the computer or tv, but I'm thankful that my escape is there for me when I need it. It may not sound healthy and it probably isn't but it does help for sure, atleast for the time being...