Empty words

Believe and trust...
I would never let it happen I would never let go
I trust, I believe in you that you have to know
Two of many things people said to me
Those promises were forgotten though when it came to reality

My heart and soul could rest at eas
I was a good person I was so proud
Thanking God, being pleased
wanting to do better because of that crowd

That crowd, my friends, my family
Gave me a chock I could never predict to see
Is judging beforehand believing in me?
Being scared of what I have to say when they trust me?

They don't trust, they don't believe,
It's only a thought they wish to be true
It's not, and still that crowd have no clue
So dissapointing, Boiling my heart indeed.

That crowd, my friends, my family
You who mean everything to me 
stop saying that you trust
stop saying that you believe
In the end I'm the one going to be crushed.
Not being able in you to believe or trust